Have you ever looked at a picture of yourself & thought you looked awful? Obviously everyone has. I look at most of my pictures and think I look awful. I’m trying to fix myself. Make myself a person I could be happy with. I don’t care if you try to tell me I don’t need to died, I’m fine the way I am, I’m not. I refuse to sit here & complain about my weight and do nothing about it. I want to be happy with my body and that will not happen unless I lose some weight. If I’m happy with my weight, then I’m happy with myself. #herewego30pounds ! summer 12 is my summer of change.